Donald Trump and His Fool’s “GOLD” to Lure Black Votes

“GOLD” vs GOALS – Surely by now you’ve seen the gold sneakers. Well now he’s the man in black and gold! Trump the convicted felony, arrived three hours late to an even smaller crowd dawning a black and gold “Make America Waste Again” cap. Along with the cap he wore a deep sea, blacked out, black sports coat, a white shirt and a gold tie. Sir. What are you doing? More importantly what are you offering besides visuals? Who else can’t wait til November 6th? I’m tieeeedddddd!!! Like brahhhhh!!! Does he truly think he can beguile us? OR Are black votes swayed by this black and “GOLD” minstrel show by the former president Trump who admires and idolizes Hitler.

I have to tell you, I’m offended. I have to be offended for my people. Y’all my passion for us runs deep. It is purposeful. I know I’m the gap filler. And that’s an uncomfortable position at times. It’s uncomfortable because many think I’m against them, when if they look around the corner from what’s been, to what should and could be, I speak nothing but truth to power. But, let’s get back to the story.

This man. Trump. His team. Really believe flashing black & gold will lead us to the poll to vote for him. Are you not offended? He’s literally selling “GOLD”! Selling/fooling some people. We see the GOLD, but what exactly is his GOAL for you? For this nation?

People we need goals.

Why is he launching an attack on education, which we are now getting more of and access to as black people. Yet, he has a plan to close down the department of education? Why? Do you know our struggle and our accomplishments? Are you familiar with your people? How they’re moving? How some are not moving? How some of our children are collecting books 📚? And many can’t read a book 📚? There’s a gap. What is his plan for America? For the American people. I just don’t like the comical use of “GOLD” and now black. He’s now wearing black and gold? The irony is bleeding in my ears.

Not only did he try to destroy and remove Obama care. But it’s election time; and he has no plan to replace it as of today!

Not only that, he tried to cancel the HBCU funds Obama arranged. No he didn’t give HBCUs money. He simple allowed what Obama had in place to be put into action. YouTube Roland Martin please!!! Y’all listening to black celebrities who may be talented, but they’re not informed!!! Opinions matter when you have a platform. And they don’t understand that.

For the RELIGIOUS black.

And no……..the video with Kamala Harris telling those two young men to “take that down the street” when they yelled “Jesus is king” did not happen. It’s an edited video. They were heckling her at a small more intimate setting at a rally in Wisconsin. They had been there all day yelling as she tried to speak. They are against the right to an abortion, under any circumstances and were yelling out about Roe vs Wade. Roe vs Wade protects women who seek to have abortions (to say the least). Especially due to rape, incest or high risk pregnancies that threaten the life of the mother. If you look at the rally in Wisconsin is was more in tent. There was no audience behind her.

Listen, there are credible sources for political information available. Such as:

Joy Reid
Roland Martin
Angela Rye

RELIGIOUS and older people AI generated content looks real. But it’s not. It’s technology. Inventing stories and voiceovers just got easier. The Bible says my people perish for lack of knowlege. At least know what you’re voting for if you don’t know who. Kamala Harris is offering decrease in medical prescriptions. That’s important to me. She’s also more likely to move the needle forward on universal healthcare & reparations. Trump won’t do that because he’s a corporate guy. He doesn’t care about the McDonald worker who has a child(ren) to feed! Or this high rent!

Kamala and Biden have maintained the FHA home loan and assitance program. Offering those in need down payment and closing cost assistance. And you can stack the grants. If you are in section 8 you can still buy a home and section 8 will pay that percentage of your mortgage vs rent. If you move to a rural areas you can add the USDA loan. You can also buy a home with a credit score as low as 580. But sweetheart get your credit up! The current down payment and closing cost loan/grant amount is $10,000 up to $35,000. Depending on where you’re buying and what size house you’re buying. They’re also allowing you to buy a multi-unit. Like a four family flat as long as you occupy one of the units.

Some states allow you to purchase mobile homes or pre-fab, container homes and barndominiums. Most require they be move in ready. There is the American Dream Act loan/grant, USDA, FHA and others. Call and ask your local bank. And these can be stacked or combined! (⚠️Unless something has changed).

Kamala is increasing the first time homebuyers grants from $10,000 to $25,000. Trump refused housing to blacks back in the day. And I haven’t heard him mention one thing, one time, he plans to do for housing. Don’t go for the GOLD go for the GOAL.

I just don’t like the GOLD!!!!!!!!!! It’s offensive to me. It screams, do this and they’ll follow you blindly.

Darrius #triedit Cook & America’s Mom Tabitha Brown!

The social media cooking influencer Darrius Cook thought it okay to roast Tabitha Brown during a live. Turns out most thought his attitude was half baked. I think my granny would say he made a fool of himself. From a business perspectives it set a lot of entrepreneurs a buzz. Was she smart to go the collaboration route or is Darrius Cook’s independent route the golden ticket? Let’s dip with the business chip for a minute. I think the bottom line is in whose position would you rather be in? Fast track Tab raking in millions and still building independent brands such as Tab Time and Tab&Chance on Fridays? While she’s bringing recognition to a plethora of other black brands, thereby extending her brand authenticity through relationships. And let’s not forget she’s still doing other projects like movies and features. So her or…………. Mr. Social Media Famous Darrius Cooks. No shade because Tab started and remains active on social media.

Darrius Cooks a social media chef whom I respectfully, thought was doing well on his own. No shade to him. Called Tabitha Brown out for being in the “bottom shelf” at Target. I don’t know about you, but if that’s the new insult in business, I want to be insulted!!! When it comes to his business he seems to love what he’s doing. I saw him walk out on a venue the other day live on Facebook or tiktok or somewhere. I mean you could have fooled me I thought he was cooking in the business streets. But apparently not if he’s commenting on Tabitha Brown’s success. 🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️. We would have never known he was bitter as salt, if he didn’t hit the “go live” button.

Let’s talk conversion.

In order to grow your business the people who follow you must actually buy what you’re selling. That is a unique quality any brand that wants to earn dividends has to achieve. Converting a simple follower to a buyer. Getting those who like, comment or subscribe to spend their hard earned money on your brand. And I’m not going to lie. As much as I love Tab. I haven’t bought not one thing. I don’t even shop at Target. But that’s just because I’m in my waiting on income season!😂😂😂😂😂. Trust me, in my head I’m at Target buying all the things. Swimsuits, spices, colorful clothes, a new air fryer even though I have an air fryer because I want Tabitha Brown’s air fryer. That’s conversion. And the conversion rates for Tabitha Brown are crazy!!! Hey, I may not be able to buy, but I pay her in digital currency by liking, subscribing, commenting, following and sharing. She earns with every click.

She’s Building in Every Area.

One scripture in the Bible says cast a wide net. In other words be prepared to catch an overflow. It’s the same as saying have multiple streams of income. That’s because God desires for us to be blessed so that we can bless others. Tab focuses on a variety of subjects such as reading and literacy which is fundamental to black race, healthy food choices education (because she educated us in!), marriage, family and religion. Then she produces products such as foods, beverages, kitchenware, home goods and apparel. All while living her best life in our faces!!! Chile if he don’t let that woman be great and finally finish that cookbook!!!

The Cost to be A Solo Boss

At the end of the day going about it on your own is expensive. The designing alone takes years if you’re new to it. Or you’ll have to hire trained individuals and engineers which will add costs. In addition to that, the intellectual property rights one needs to file for costs 10’s of thousands if not 100’s with all of the products she has under her name. Filing fees alone are close to $1000 per item, per design. That doesn’t include the application for each. Not to mention funding for mass production of products her fans/customers can actually receive within reasonable time after promise. 😬😬😬 Luckily companies do offer short runs now if about 100-1000 units. However, with Tabitha Brown’s large audience you’re talking 10,000 units a day being produced. It’s massive.

Scaling requires partnership & connection.

Look it’s one thing to sell cookies out of the house. It’s another to sell them off of a food truck. It’s another to supply cookies to Disney World. Tab has made it to Disney World. Mass production is a beast. It is having machines that will not fail that can produce 10,000 Afro pick cutting boards a day. You and your family in the garage cannot pull that off. It’s a bigger game when you have to meet the demand of the people you promised, from all over the globe. Disney World is a global theme park. People travel from all over the world to visit. Literally billions. Tabitha’s brand is worldwide. Even with all of her success, she’s at the bottom of the top. She’s a millionaire. But if she keeps moving forward there could be billions in her future. Another Martha Stewart, but with Donna.

Tabitha Brown is a Beautiful Black Representation I’m just sitting back eating my garlic popcorn learning from queen. Catching all the crumbs and seasonings on an Afro cutting board that I can. See we mess up when we speak on one another instead of being humble enough to honor the person who is rising. Because if you really believe in yourself, other people’s name and fame will not come out of your mouth in a negative way. Mr. Cook took his time learning all he could to cast stones, when he should have tried to call her on the phone. Then ask the risen star how he could get on that level. But you have to be humble to be helped; and too many have that “Imma get it on my own!” spirit. Business is never island work. It’s always inner city work. You need help, hands, advice, connections, information, resources, a plug, relationships, space, a place, warehouse, equipment, transportation and all the things. That “do it on my own” and “build my own brand attitude” is not only holding Darrius Cook back it’s holding millions of entrepreneurs back.
At the end of the day I don’t want to pass my attitude to my children and grandchildren. I want to pass on generational wealth. And wealth begins with becoming familiar with how business works. And determining what is the best route for your brand. As Tabitha Brown always asks, “Have yourself a good day, but if you don’t. Don’t you dare go messing up anybody else’s day!” I’m sure she had to take deep breath and wonder why Darrius Cook missed her message of love and light. We love you Tab! Keep living your best life!

Can Your ID Be Hijacked? What is a Spirit Take Over

You are a spirit. Your body is the house of your spirit. Got it? Easy huh! Now why some may not know is, we can take on spirits. Some call it nature or natural, however sometimes it is unnatural. Able. Possible. Can do. But not natural. It may feel comfortable, which is subjective; and still may not be the will of God. Yep, I said the big G-word. And it may be harmful and detrimental to your health. Believing you’re a bird can only go so far. Gravity and the lack of wingspan will prove you wrong every time.

There is no limit to what man can do. We see this in direct context in the Bible where man decided to build a tower to heaven. Not sure if God stopped them because they could or if he just did not want them to suffer such great disappointment in the end. We will go with what the Bible says in Gen.11:1-9. He confused their language to stop them from building a city or tower. I have at lease 10 questions. At least 10. Was he stopping them for their own good because he had a better plan? Is the story of Babel tower as corny and unrealistic as Jack and the Bean Stalk or does it demonstrate the power of Will man can take on?

There is something powerful about the mind. How it works. How it forms ideas of impossible things and makes them possible. We tend to delight in doing what we once thought we could not do. The power! The autonomy! The agency over our own lives. But, what if it’s all too much sometimes? What if our will supersedes God’s plan? What if you believe the way you are, your attitude and personality is controversial to Bible?

Taking on a spirit is easy to do. In fact, actors do it all the time. They study character the character to mold themselves into a replica of their thoughts, patterns and behaviors. No different than a child becoming spider man (n his mind). You cannot tell little Brad he cannot spin a web! The same taking in continues throughout life. Which is why adults attend Comic Con dressed as their favorite character. Christ gave us a look into just how powerful spirits can be. He often took away the behaviors, lifestyles and patterns of others in exchange for his ways, precepts and examples. It was up to them to agree to the exchange. Some traded in their will for his while others led him to the cross.

Are we challenged to do and live by our own regards? Yes it can be challenging. However, the prearranged assistant to living coordinator provided us with Holy Ghost. His spirit. His spirit has power over all identities. Over anger, frustration, hostile takeovers and every power on the Earth.

So when or if you recognize that your spirit is in a war with outside forces 👽👾🛸, aliens of your true self, seek that higher power. Your spirit should be at rest and in peace. Not troubled or adapted to a lifestyle not fit for a King’s kid. We are a spirit. In fact the word says that they that worship him, must do so in spirit and in truth.

Speaking of the Turkey Leg Hut and Men Abusing Women In 2023 in this 50/50 What She Bring to the Table Era

What the fo shizzle my nizzle! Is this real? Are we still having domestic violence issues in 2023? Omg!!! Why do people abuse people? Well if you haven’t heard it by now the owners of the Turkey Leg Hut in Houston, Texas are calling it quits. I have to admit I am a little shocked that it came to this with all of this mental health care out here. And the constant conversations about domestic violence and narcissism. Here is the thing. There is sort of no such thing as “privacy”. The deception of those four walls is real. They can only hold so much for so long long. Then like a full six month old baby being bounced; it is all coming out. So many experience the worse part of life at home. And then it is like a stench that follows you throughout life until you bath in some nice smelling grace with Jesus power soap and find a good therapist.

The audacity of men. Now he’s already posted on social media and from the looks of it….run girl! Seriously, I am glad you’re a safe. Watch the video here: Lynn Speaks Men be in the house acting a plum fool! And sometimes it is the woman. In fact, they both can be toxic & abusive towards one another. However, the sad truth is more women are “unalived”. at the hands of their male partner than by anyone else. I read the headline to the story of the Turkey Leg Hut couple. The first thing I said was, “Not a man abusing a woman in 2023?” Not with all of this high value man talk , mental health talk and what you bring to the table talk! Why? It’s giving IDGAC.

By the way, don’t stay get help! National Domestic Abuse Hotline 1-800-799-7233

I am not sure why adults cannot seem to figure out how to master being a good human??? It appears that good common practices are not so common. Practical caring for another human being is easy. For instance, I don’t want anyone yelling at me. Therefore I don’t yell at another person. The list grows on from there. The practical living will of a Bible verse in the says, “Therefore all things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them: for this is the law and the prophets.” Matthew 7:12. Easy! Easy! Easy! In other words treat people like you want to be treated. Basic human, pursuit of happiness, care.

Now there is another scripture where God is informing men of not hitting a woman because of course men don’t hate (hit) themselves. Ephesians 5:29 “For no one ever hated his own flesh, but nourishes and cherishes it, just as the Lord does the church.” Now I believe this is set in scriptures where God is teaching men to love their wives. Ironically, I have found that men do hate (hit) themselves. I have witnessed men intentionally hit their heads, throw themselves into walls and punch themselves in the belly. I have seen this. In fact it’s not rare. The likely source behind self-harm is mental illness or a mental health issue. A mental illness is a brain deformity. Something is literally wrong with the way the brain organ works. Mental health is how you process thoughts or fail to process thoughts. Mental health is impacted by our ACEs. Adverse Childhood Experiences and our daily choices. From lack of fathers being in the home to growing up in poverty and seeing violence. A person would have to be evaluated to determine which side of the mental coin they are on.

First and foremost forgive the use of the c-word. Not all people are crazy (mentally ill or mentally incapable of being self-sufficient). I have worked with individuals who have no sense of their environment. They would fall to their death if you did not bar them from the stairs. They will run into the streets the first chance they get. They will fight over an Oreo. Without physical assistance, locks and behavior modifications they would walk out in traffic the first chance they have. Their brains do not function at normal capacity. Then there are the others. They just crazy by actions (have behavior issues). I have seen those who do not have the capacity to control their behavior naturally, learn new behaviors that will keep them safe and allow them to be around others without fear. Some cannot adapt therefore their homes are modified to keep them safe and others. It is why mental institutions are necessary and the right form of care. Again, an assessment is required to determine each individuals need. One gets you assigned to a institution of care when and if you have to face a judge; while one may get you the electric chair. That’s why I don’t throw “he was mentally ill” around. We need to understand our level of responsibility for our own mental health.

I’d also like to mention another scripture in the Bible where a man was cutting himself with stones and living in a grave yard. He met Jesus, Jesus delivered him and he was a testament to God’s power. A lot of men are deliverance candidates. They need the spirit of God in their life. They need supernatural healing & mind regulation. Some women do too. A lot of children do now a days. One scripture talks about scales falling from the eyes. Another talks about how we walk in darkness and Jesus brings us to the marvelous light. People don’t teach those scriptures often because we all believe we are the best versions of ourselves. And can’t nobody tell us nothing. Add to that we are all “living in our truth.” Not realizing we don’t even know the truth. Because if we did, we (many) would be set free. No man would be berating or beating his wife! No woman would be negatively speaking and belittling her man. Kids wouldn’t be smoking weed and popping. But a last, here we are. And we refuse to be honest about it. But some of us are nasty.

Behind closed doors we are nasty, rude, condescending, misfiring thoughts, projecting, cannon ball bombing the house with lectures, putting our unhappy on others because some truly hate themselves. Mentally aborted. Just have given up & now your just a residential terrorist. A ticking time bomb. No one’s safe around you. Babies, women (men) or children. Your mouth alone can cut a thousand times over in 10 minutes!!! Baritone voices breaking lamps and leaving people trembling in showers until the water runs cold. Not even your mom can call when you’re in one of your fixes or worse; she’s the only you can call. That’s scary.

Back to the Bible story in Mark chapter 5. So along with cutting himself that dude in the Bible was naked. That’s just an assumption because after Jesus delivered him from demon spirits (oppressing spirits) they say he was sitting, dressed and in his right mind. Mark chapter 5. You really should read it. Jesus cast the demons out into these pigs, the pigs ran down a steep hill and killed themselves in like the ocean. One of the best stories of the Bible. I know, we have Jesus died on the cross, Lion’s Den, David and Goliath and Shadrech, Meshach and a Bendigo you guys to death. Since childhood you’ve heard the stories. But there are other stories we can learn from. Other stories we must discuss and use to inform us regarding our adult life. You see there is victory in all of the stories written in the book.

Victories for achieving human success in a world filled with demon spirits. A world where you can get away with being whomever you chose to be. I mean you can literally technically be as big of a jerk as you want to be! There’s no cap! Unlimited ability to run a muck! They even have restraining orders because some people think it is okay to not only attack and harm others, but that they should have the right to harm, beat, bruise and even render fatality onto another human being. Requiring laws to hopefully; regulate their behavior. Is that not wild? A humans behavior being controlled by law? That’s deep. Meaning the person is so far gone in dysfunctional behavior the local police department is summoned to help a person survive their attacks. It’s atrocious! Baffling! Ungodly! Demonic. No sense of “stop” in their body. However, jail awaits. Or because women are conceal carry now, death awaits. Either way it is sad when humans behave in this manner.

As quiet as it kept, black men need help. A lot of humans need help. Abuse should not be a normal experience. You should not terrorize people. It is not genetics, it is unchecked dysfunctional human behavior. Check it! Check in! Get the help you need.

How To Kick Depressions Assets Starting Today!

I hear people talk about depression often. They oftentimes lead with the laundry list of details about why they are depressed. I get it. My list is so long & filled with trauma. It would take me about a week to unload. But here’s what I had to learn. I had to learn to unpack my own genocide. Why do I hate me because of what others did? Why am I resisting moving on because of negative experiences that have since passed? Why should I believe negativity from others about me? This is my life! I make it! Even if I have to fake it (speak those things that be not, as though they were) until I make it!!! And I made it!

The deception of pain

Coming out of depression is hard. The reason it is challenging is because you are saying good-bye to everything and every thought you are familiar with about yourself. There is a level of comfortability in remaining who you are. We learn to tell our own stories which tend to conjure up anxiety and depression. Reduce your own anxiety and depression by not including trauma when telling the story of you. Why is it negativity always wants the stage as if no part of your life was joyous? You ever asked yourself why you talk about it so much? As if no one ever in your life ever cared? Not one family member, friend, teacher or a stranger. Like you have never read a sign or saw a meme that lifted your spirit. The truth is we don’t like to release pain. Pain is familiar and costly at the same time. Pain is a world known critically acclaimed thief. Very dangerous. Pain is your ride or die into painful feelings of defeat, rejection, hopelessness and depression.

Practicing self-control

I practice self-control over my emotions. I control my thoughts. You see dead or dying thoughts are always trying to run us. As soon as we wake up here comes the rain dump. All the reminders of loss, pain, trauma,,,,,,they really think they have dominion and power over you. And they do until you learn to frame your day and control your thoughts.

The assignment of your life requires you to face death in the end. My advice is if you’re not at the end, get rid of every thought not aligned with LIVING ain complete happiness and joy. Yes, trouble may come. In fact we all have ti deal with troublesome moments in life. There will be a death, a flat tire or a missed opportunity. But where is your daily faith? Where is your power to live abundantly and bounce back whenever you fall? More heavenly, where is your plan live the abundant life?

Leveraging your voice

See we don’t talk about that enough, but everyone should have a plan to live abundantly. From finances, to emotional well-being what is your plan? How do you plan to move forward into your future? Not the future as if you’re waiting on life to take you in whatever direction! No what plans have you made to WIN? To win the battle in your mind, to win at earning more money, to win at being a great partner in your relationship? What classes are you scheduled to take? What book are you reading? What coach or mentor are you following? Who’s your therapist and how often do you seek advice from wise counsel? What about what you need to improve your life? Where is your voice? I hear your pain, your story, but I don’t recognize your voice. All I hear is it. The story.

Tools to manifest new life in your own terms

It all matters. This is your life we’re talking about. And please don’t insult me with time. I was a single mom with 3 kids working 3 jobs. And I found time to align. The longer you put it off: the longer you delay the transformation.

Tips to trade depression for joy:

1. Have a plan. Have a plan for everything and everyone. From school, work, kids, marriage to working out. Get a calendar and plan it out. Set milestones to achieve goals. That way you will have a visual of your successs and know where you may need to pivot. Celebrate every milestone even if it’s just a happy dance to your favorite song.
2. Do it! Nothing is worse than a talking head. I’m going back to school, I’m starting a business, I’m going on a date, I’m getting my credit right. Okay, do it!
3. Be self-aware. Listen to yourself. Track your negativity. Self-sabotage is real. Sometimes what we think is honorable is actually grevious. Statements like “if it wasn’t for my kids I wouldn’t be here.” “The only reason I care is because my babies depend on me” “if it wasn’t for my wife (girlfriend, mom) I wouldn’t give a damn”. These statements are robbers, thieves of your conscious reward. You see there are good feelings that come along with being a responsible, committed, reliable person. You did it because you’re a good person who cares and you want your children to learn those important traits. See the difference. Your frustration is not your truth.
4. Reward yourself big time. I’m sorry but how are you not proud of you. If you went to work you pay the bills. If you’re going to school you’re preparing for a better life. If you’re their stay at home mom you’re resting an environment that fosters creativity, self-control, nurturing and pouring into your seeds. Celebrate everything. Teach those who come in contact with you to celebrate. Make everything a big deal!!!! Yes get all of the joy bubbles you can. Nest egg every accomplishment you strike. It’s like mental gold!🫅🏾⚱️🔱👑⭐️🌟🏆🏅⚜️

You know I remember playing Mario bros as a kid and every time Super Mario did his little jump (which I was controlling) he got those golden coins. I’m screaming go Mario go! The whole time I was holding the controller making Mario win. Your life is not a game however we can draw from the concept of winning at life and being more intentional about celebrating who we are. And when we fail, we have a right to hit pause or start the game all over again because we aim to win!

Now what’s this thing I hear about depression? Let’s all beat the brakes off of “BIG D” and make it subject to our will.

Love it here!!! Be blessed!

Highlighting Jesus and My Win As A Believer

When he said I was a light that cannot be hide, I took it literally. Just like it’s written!❤️❤️❤️

Just here to “highlight” this “ high life” I‘m blessed with. Y’all not gone believe this, but God has brought your girl a long way!!!

I celebrate every day of my life because it’s a must! About 2 years ago I found myself in a mental institution. And the only words I could say was, “I’m a believer. Im not going to harm myself because I’m a believer.”

If you think believing and trusting in God is a joke! That’s wild! If you think reading and studying his word to know it and learn of him is meaningless…. Im here to defend the power in Jesus name!!! I’m here to tell you his son didn’t die for nothing! I’m here to tell you what Jesus said, believe in him and be baptized. Believe in him as the scripture says. Confess it with your mouth (The Lord Jesus), believe it in your heart (that God raised him from the dead) and though shalt be saved!🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💗 💗💗❤️❤️❤️.

Y’all think that confession is just for salvation and acceptance of Jesus Christ in the day you get saved, no. That’s what we do on the day of salvation and every day moving forward! Speak his word only! I don’t care what it looks like, feels like or seems like. Study his word so you can speak his word. My sister Evangelist Nisa use to teach me that and let me just say I didn’t apply it then. I always wanted to explain and talk about the reality. But I found out in the bye and bye or by and by; that speaking his word only is a best practice.

When I say no weapon formed against me it’s because I had to lean (no support from myself or others) on God. He stripped everyone away from me. I slept in a cold hospital garage for four nights. Temperature below zero with a traumatic brain injury. Homeless. I was forced to confess He is God! Oh I had a choice! I could have said forget God. Look where I am after being a dedicated believer for years. But I didn’t judge God foolishly.

I had to believe on him like the scripture said. In that moment no one could help me. The battle of my mind was to great to be talked off a ledge. I had loss everything. My man (husband) had abandoned me. My family was there, but the attack on my mind (situational depression and by me being new to and not not knowing how to manage my TBi) started to drive me crazy (overwhelm me). With me having a brain injury the devil thought, I got you now!!!!!!!!!!

But the spirit of god took over!!! He worded my mouth. One of the scariest moments in my life. Scariest. I have never felt so orphaned. Plus I had just got out of the hospital from almost dying of Covid complications. I HAD A COLLAPSED LUNG. Excuse me. I gotta take this praise break.💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽💃🏽. I was homeless, sleeping in my car, in subzero temperature, with a TBI. And y’all wonder why people are living in the streets with loss minds? Life will push you!!!!! Life will make you make a choice! Who are you going to serve? Yeah, it looked bad, but ahhhhhhh as for me and my house. We gone serve the Lord! My whole family be my witness, but I don’t need them (love y’all) cause the spirit of God bears witness that this testimony is real. Even unto salvation. 💅🏽. Whew chile! It’s me reaching for my tambourine again!!!🎉🎉🎉. Bc if I don’t praise him the rocks will cry out & I don’t want no rocks crying out in my place.

The only thing I could say was “I’m a believer”. When I tried to tell them all that was going on in my life; my tongue was stopped. All that came out was “I’m a believer! The way the story was playing in my head. I wanted to tell them my husband left when I needed him the most. I loss my job, my ability to drive, I’m in pain carrying around a collapsed lung, I loss part of my vision, I have vision and hearing sensitivities, I don’t have any stable income, I’ve loss everything. I cashed out all of my investments. But “I’m a believer”. That’s it. That’s the truth. That’s what got me through.

See this is why the Bible says trust in the Lord with all thine heart and (lean not) to your OWN understanding. Sister Kathy are you saying that sometimes you cannot trust yourself? That your smarts and intelligence sometimes fail? That sometimes a strong person like yourself has to say they are strong when they are actually experiencing a weak moment? Yes. Yes and yes! Yes yes yes. In fact you can be tested down to your last breath.

Are you a believer? Because if you are the word will vindicate you! It will speak through you. For you. I’m just here to “highlight” the goodness of the Lord in my darkest hour. Good don’t play about me. And I stand God!

It’s Friyahhhhhhhhhh!!!! Let me go get my new car!!!!!!!!! The car shopping experience begins today!!!!!!!!!!!!! Let me see what the lord has in store for me.

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The Pressure to be Better Just Got Real Equal Opportunity-ish!

I saw a video of a man crying on Tik tok. He was crying because he was struggling to learn how to read. A grown man learning to read, crying in the car! Screaming “I should know this!” Y’all think growth a game! Baby to improve will make you hate yourself! You gone feel silly, Stu Pede, D A UM B, blindsided, short sighted, irrelevant, unintelligent, but just hang in there because your greater is on the other side.

If you think you have cried!!!!!!! Just focus on becoming better and making better choices! Focus on maturing! You gone wet pillows. Get your tissues ready. Prepare to be sick of yourself. You gone cry in the car!!!!!! But it’s all worth it!

This applies to every area of your life. But once you master you; it’s all up from there!!!

Discipline is real! Accountability is real! I’m Change for the better is available 365/12/52/24/7

If you’re not and avid reader- You’re behind!

If you no nothing about investing and are not currently invested in anything- You’re behind!

If more than 10% of what you consume visually, audibly, mentally, psychologically and sexually on a daily basis is morally bankrupt – You’re behind!

If you’re not emotionally intelligent – You’re behind!

If you’re not consciously aware of your mental health – You’re behind!

If you’re not educated or have a special skill- You’re behind!

If you’re not family oreiented- You’re behind!

If you’re not credit worthy – You’re behind!

If you’re not moving into ownership- You’re behind!

If you’re not present for your children- You’re behind!

If your physical health is not a priority- You’re behind!

If you’re not thinking about marriage – You’re behaving!

If you’re eating processed or fast food more than fresh, live, better choices of foods- You’re behind!

If you have no money management skills you are currently practicing- You’re behind!

If you still listen to rap- You’re behind!

If you mad, treat people poorly and have an attitude – You’re severely behind!

If you are not of aware of how substances affect your body to the point where you don’t drop it and put your health first – You’re behind!

If trauma is your leading story- You’re behind!

If sex is your goal and not a healthy relationship – You’re behind!

If you don’t have a plan for at minimum the next 5-10 years of your life- You’re behind!

Why do I say this? Because we are living in a conscious world. Knowledge is being poured out. Nothing can stop you from being the best version od yourself! Literally, nothing.

Listen. Get going! Start today before you get even further behind!!!!!!! Get going! And watch the world open before your very eyes.

You Must Be Born Again – Periodttt!!!

Whew chile! Come one come all. I’m just sitting here meditating on scripture. And since some people actually read my posts and teachings I thought I would share. Plus it’s been a minute since I posted. So you complainers please don’t inbox me. Just scroll baby!!! Scroll.

There is a reason for this scripture. 😉. This came to mind.
John 3:3
Jesus answered and said unto him, Verily, verily, I say unto thee, Except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God. Unless you mental and more importantly spiritually, wipe out everything the devil or evil introduced to you and adopt God’s way, you wil not truly walk in the full benefit of Christ.

That means trauma, dysfunction, your lifestyle choices, lack of self-esteem, poverty, lack, confusion, brokenness, that tired spirit, fiery tongue, bad attitude, crying spirit, fear, the need to be in control, the idea that you are god of your own life, wishing evil on people, no compassion, being an absent parent, being a toxic parent or a rotten kid will be challenged to a REMOVAL! God has something better!!! His way!

The Scary Reality

It’s frightening to lose and let go of all you know. All you know is who you are. It could mean losing your entire identity to a certain degree. But if you’ve never done it, you have never truly seen God. God is manifested in your weakness. In your lack. In your failure. In the missing, destructive and harmful parts of your life. In your insecurities. In your misdirection. In your idolatry and pride. His best work is transforming lives to a higher existence. That’s how he is manifested!!! That’s where praise comes from. That’s how you get to worship him in spirit and in truth. Or that’s why you can dance and shout then turn right around and do whatever you likeeeeee!!!!

Heaven in Earth?

We don’t have to leave Earth to enjoy heaven! We don’t have to settle for just being a “little better”. God didn’t ask us to be a “work in progress.” He said, “Be Ye transformed by the renewing of your mind.” Phil 4:8 then goes on to tell us how and what we should think on! He is intentional.

You ask, “How?”
His response is, “you must be born again.”

The old saints use to sing a song which went:
“You must be
Can’t you see
You gotta be
born again.”

He Said What He Said

It’s not even a choice. He says, if you are a believer it is necessary to be born again. Back in the day people who claimed salvation had true signs represented by change. They put away their fleshly desires to follow after Christ. I remember one time I was claiming salvation, but I had this guy I was madly in love with (entangled). I struggled to let him go. I had to drive by his house when I would leave work. I struggled. Then one day God spoke to me and said go another way. I didn’t want to go another way! 🫣 LOL!!! I’m trying to pull up on him (by mistake you know). But in my weakness I decided to trust him and obey. Following my new birth and instructions I went another way. I loss that connection. That desire to see him. Out of sight out of mind. And I became strong enough to offer myself as a wife and no longer a girlfriend. No hit to him. He was a good dude, but my choice gave me autonomy and agency over my own life. It made me proud. Then I saw God’s love and perfect desire for me. I saw the kingdom.

New Birth

New birth equals completely new person in attitude, disposition, treatment of people, faith, love and ways. And they demonstrated all of their new birth not only at church, but in their community, private life and public life. At work and ar home. When you go back and read this scripture and full chapter begins to speak of walking away from darkeness into the light. In fact it says you basically get to a point where you have to chose one or the other. When you accept Christ you decide his way. You chose the light. Then it is your job to read the word and adjust your life, thoughts, attitude, position, ways and all. Now we understand we don’t have to be dry and dull! Salvation is a way of life. A renewing of the mind.

I’ve learned so much through Christ why not share!!!!!! SN: I miss my plum dress! 🙁

Date Yourself for 30 Days Men

What is money without love? I’m coming to see the Temptations not just Otis. After I know your wallet str8 I’m trying to get to know if you will make a good partner. Where is your head at? How do you treat me? What’s your true character/nature? How do you manage conflict, difference of opinion & chaos?

Before y’all rip me out the plastic like I’m acting brand new, let me inform you of my stance. I am a traditional wife. I believe the man should be the head, breadwinner and leader of the home. The wife should build the house and seek financial investments, lucrative business opportunities, work if possible (and if she desires or they agree), keep up with potential ventures to create wealth and always have a skill set. She needs to stay current in some type of professional skill set just in case life throws them a curve ball. I do not believe in gender roles unless she is a full time stay at home wife. Even then she will need help if there are children and if the home is above a certain square footage.

Where is your trauma? Is it hanging around like a jar of excuses to poor behavior? Is it in the bottle or puffing between your lips? Are you seeking validation through first level connections via sex? Who are you? Have you discovered who you are outside of trauma? Do you want to know? Are you interested in being better? Is your childhood in your adulthood? Did you officially go to therapy or are you in social media counseling? Did you really work through your trauma or are you a podcast couch client in self help healing? Did you get saved and leave it all behind? Because that’s called suppression. Which means you bottled it up; which means you covered it up; which means it’s still unprocessed toxic waste in your system.

What’s your view of marriage? Do you like to tell your wife what to do like she is brainless? Or do you appreciate her sharing in the conversation? Do you welcome her ideas and then together decide what is best? Are you off putting? Meaning she doesn’t feel comfortable sharing her suggestions. Are you walking around with iron feet? In extreme masculinity whereby family members avoid even trying to strike up a conversation with you? Or are you nonchalant? Just don’t give a damn. In your corner, watching your game or into your hobbies? Like you are the king and they should be glad you take care of the home? There are valuable traits a coupe has to have in marriage and then there are nuisances that should be minimized.

And please to God check your woman hater attitude or perceptions at the door. We are sick and tired of men who hold the disposition that women nag, whine and get in their nerves. Go marry a man!!! Which clearly many men are opting to do, but their man-wife dresses like a woman. So there’s that. They even claim to have a vagina of some sort. So there’s that. Keep all of that on your side in your lane. Don’t bother recking our peace with your stories. I just had to insert that 0

How do you reciprocate the love, respect and honor I show towards your? Are you peaceful? Do you know how to let things go or pick a battle? Are you a good human being? Do you know when you’re at work vs. when you’re at home? Do you laugh ar life or carry it on your shoulders like you’re God?

Can you handle my affection? Are you trying to match my giving spirit? Cause I’ll give you the moon, the stars, the sun and the mountains. I’ll be you the Earth and all that you reach/wish for! I’m clipping toenails, massaging, cooking and feeding. I’m planning trips, dinner and nights alone.

Who are you? Where are you on your seeking love journey? What will you do for love? To have what you’ve likely never had!!! What’s worth holding on to that you would deny love for? There a some good partnerships that can be formed if we give into the notion of exploring where we truly are in life. The desire in relation to the reality. How close are you to being your absolute best? How willing are you to be the best version of yourself? If your family and friends could be transparent with you, could you hear them?

We have to adult. Are you ready to adult? To take full responsibility for where you are now? To commit to change. To commit to a relationship. To commit to God your spirit in exchange for his spirit? There’s an exchange that has to take place in order for you to be transformed. In order for you to evolve. There’s a spiritual awakening that has to take place in our mortal bodies. These bodies that are always seeking to die until they find out they can live forever!!! Do you know you can live forever and you can live like that right now? Do you know God planned for you to have a good life? Do you know that?

If you know what are you waiting for? Why are you prolonging your victory? Why are you denying yourself access to a whole new way of living that’s better than anything you ever experienced? Why would you allow anything or anyone to hold you captive when this world can be heaven on earth? That’s my mind. That’s how I think. That’s the level I’m on. If you believe you deserve it that’s what you get. If you believe you deserve a healthy relationship that’s what you’ll get. Whatever you say is true! Whatever you say is true. Whatsoever you say is true.

Talking about Karen! What about Sean, Poochie and Ray Ray? Do BW Feel Safe?

Talking about Karen! What about Sean, Poochie and Ray Ray? A grown man talking about “On my grandma!” No! Black women don’t feel safe. We don’t.

It’s a problem in black America called black male terrorists. Terrorists in the streets. Terrorist against black women. This grown man’s behavior forced a young black boy to do the unthinkable. When your behavior causes other people pain! That’s a problem YOU have to fix.

Many black guys have threatened black women. Many black women are very familiar with this level of confrontation. And they don’t all live in the hood. Domestic violence was literally acceptable in the 80’s and 90’s. Police would come to your home and call an ambulance to pick you up if the man said it was okay!!! And people stand right their today suggesting this man had a right to behave like that. Some standing with this man say, “She should have shut her mouth!” What??? As humans we don’t get to ask or tell other humans what to do. Unless it’s your child.

Black women and all women having aggressive men in their face like this is real. Women having knives and guns pulled on them. I know I have been in this situation. Verbally threatened bodily harm. Threatened by rejected men and stalked. Told to shut up or get punched in the face or slapped. AND NO THIS IS NOT MENTAL ILLNESS. It’s a man out of line! Out of pocket! Somebody’s son use to running up on women. He dead wrong.

Women of all races have suffered violence from men. A man could stump you down in the streets and no one would do a thing. Pure evil. Y’all watched what love got to do with it and pretended it was a movie. It’s a life story.

It’s deadly out here for black women.

Zero respect! Put down. Called out of your name!

I’m 50 and dating and still have heard the same ignorant rhetoric!!! They still threaten you and call you out your name if you don’t “wanna holla”. Grown men asking why you didn’t pick me. They try to give you a long intimidating speeches and act a fool! This includes men with degrees, careers and something to loose, not drug dealers! Not “thugs” only. They come in all colors, salaries and backgrounds. I can pull up some text messages that wouldn’t shock not one black woman.

Black women are targeted.

They are abused and threatened. Married, single or in a relationship or situationship. It can be a complete stranger. Data shows dating a black man (any man) can be deadly. Data shows interacting or refusing to interact can be deadly. They will unalive you!!!!!!!! They will over talk you! Strong arm women! Belittle black women! Intimidate black women!!!!!! They will try you!!!!!! Like your life is disposable. Like their fist don’t hurt.

But they never think about why they are able to do it. They’re able to do it because they are physically stronger. They’re men. And if women don’t get away from them or run they will harm the women and children. Because that’s what some of them are okay doing. Like savages!!!

Something is wrong with you when you feel like what you want supersedes another persons space, voice and behavior. Men really believe they can tell other people (women in particular) to shut up. They believe in that caveman nature. Telling people to sit down and do as they say OR ELSE. Sad to say just like this story it will get dangerous and physical real quick. It’s wild to see someone with that level of aggression. Talk about Karen, what about SEAN!!! Poochie and Ray Ray!!!!